8 days..

Everything right now is so complicated.

It really shouldn't be.

The whole summer has just been perfect, but when I had just 12 days left everything went screwy.

At first I couldn't see how complicated it would be.  It just seemed so fun and still pretty perfect.

But things get pretty screwy when two brothers really like you....and you can't help but like them back.

I can't hang out with one without thinking I will hurt the other. 

I don't want to hurt anyone.  I feel that I am the one who is going to be the most hurt at the end of this.

That's what I get.  I deserve to be hurt from messing with their heads like this.

Summer semester is over now, but I feel like I am more stressed now than I was while going to school.

I still need to pack.  I didn't really unpack anything, but I feel like I have a lot to pack still.

There are still some people that I haven't seen all summer. Sad day.

I am going to one of my best friend's wedding receptions tonight.  And a baby shower for a different friend tomorrow.

I only have 8 more days in Orem.

By the way, this is my 100th post.  WAHOO!

(Katrina Marie)