Saying Goodbye

I hate it.  It's hard, and I have only done one goodbye so far.  I am planning on doing a Dear Boys post type deal, but more of a Dear Friends in Cedar.  But that will have to wait until I am home and not emotionally unstable.  

For now, enjoy this.

If you listen to the words of the last song, they go a bit like this.

Gone by Ian Axel

When I fall out, who will leave me?
Will my voice still carry meaning?
Will you even know I'm gone?

Will the world still see in color?
Will we learn to love each other?
Will you even know I'm gone?
You won't even know I'm gone.

Tell my brothers, to be brothers.
To forgive me and each other.
They won't even know I'm gone.

Tell my sister, take it easy.
Life will never be this easy.
She won't even know I'm gone.
You won't even know I'm gone.

Tell my mother she can hug me.
I still love her when she bugs me.
She won't even know I'm gone.

Tell my father don't feel guilty.
And to follow his heart for me.
He won't even know I'm gone.
He won't even know I'm gone.
He won't even know I'm gone.
You won't even know I'm gone.

This is how I feel right now.  I have about 12 hours left living in Cedar City.  I don't know when I will be back.  If you are reading this and wondering if I am thinking about you in this song.  Let me tell you.

Brothers- Glen, Landon, Mitch, Ethan, Tommy, Jason.
Sister- Breanna, Jasmine, Crystal, Allison, Marie
Mother- Cassi, Mina, Sam
Father- Everyone (follow your heart)

That is all.

(Katrina Marie)