Alone

Here I am sitting in a parking lot crying.
I feel utterly alone in this world.

I'm not, I have a wonderful loving family, amazing friends and roommates, awesome coworkers and residents, and yet I have been feeling so alone lately.

It's so disheartening trying to always put on a brave, happy facade when I'm not feeling that way. 

It's stupid and selfish but I just wish someone would reach out to me and I don't know, do something so I don't feel this way.

I want to shake off this funk, but I just have been feeling unloved, and unwelcome.  I've been trying to not feel this way but I can't help but feeling like I'm doing something wrong.

I don't know what to do.