Here's the thing...

Sometimes I cry so loud that I am afraid my entire floor can hear.

Sometimes I walk all the way to church in the snow just to find that I don't have church.

Sometimes I spend my weekends on my bed, on my computer, doing homework/watching The Hills.

Sometimes I feel loved and other times I feel like everyone's against me.

Sometimes I feel all alone, and sometimes I really am all alone.

Sometimes boys are stupid.  Wait, that's all the time.

Sometimes I wish I were still six years old, back then I didn't know what it was like to not have friends, I didn't know what it was like to have your heart broken, I had never cried over a boy, I had all my family around me all the time, and I always felt loved.

But now everything is different.  I spent my entire weekend alone, without any friends, I have cried copious amounts of tears over the same guy twice this week, he broke my heart, my family is 3 hours away, and right now I feel all alone and that no one cares about me. 

Sometimes I am emotional and sometimes I just need a hug.

But, sometimes I don't get anything I want or need.

(Katrina Marie)